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i faked it,
if you couldn’t tell.

the times when yousaid,
“i’m upset,”
after all you’d s
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my emotions andplayed them off as yours,
I faked being uncaring, (i’m not her)
i pressed [delete] on my consoling touch [type]
i pressed [x] on the windows of my eyes

didn’t you see the grey circle

next to
my name?(

it means offline,
you were never any good with com[munication]puters

)you laughed;

i faked being
stoic and i 
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                                                                                                                          far away

I’m pretty good at running from [you] my emotions.

The thing is:

she’s not you’re not,
web designers,

but your spidering code traps me. (
drama, drama, drama)

[don’t] let me go,

please.